went for career fair in sch on fri..got quite alot of companies there..even got MacDonald's and LV..needless to say i was quite excited when i saw LV..haha..but they looking more for retail side ppl..watever lar..i still signed up for it..haha..no harm..then ask around some companies..got banks, government jobs,SIA..but all dun really appeal to mi..suddenly i had a thought that maybe i shouldn't do honours after all but juz come out and work after this sem..i dun think i'll ever pursue a research job ever..it's juz so not mi..but some companies like SIA require u to have honours..i dun even noe if i have the perseverance to finish the honours project anot..i always thought that i noe wat i wanna do in the future that's y i chose this path..but now i'm like totally lost..i looked at all the science companies and i juz wanna die..can't imagine working in that kinda environment for the rest of my life..and if i wanna be a forensic scientist here they want 2nd upper honours..oh god..it's unachievable..think i wanna try sth diff..find a job that's totally diff from wat i'm studying rite now..wanna do sth which i really like and have interest in..money's not the issue..i dun really care..maybe do sth like work for a magazine or go be a makeup artist or watever..if i can go far far away to get a job even better still..i juz wanna get outta here..

after that went for dinner with the chem gals..had a blast bitching abt deborah, the bitch who was at UCLA with us and this other gal who went on exchange with serene..found out that they're totally alike! can be best frenz forever..haha..think i'll miss them alot when we graduate since claire and serene are most likely not doing honours..so muz treasure the last sem we all have tog..managed to take some pics at the jap restaurant at paragon, the toilet and starbucks.. haha..

gals coming to my house on sat for wii and mahjong! can't wait! long time nv see them liao..and i shall vow to get my hair cut this week! feel like cutting it shorter and then perming it..so i soft waves for my short hair..like the gal from 27 dresses!