Wednesday, July 16, 2008
went for chalet with the gals on mon..decided to skip lab coz of that..haha..had lotsa fun playing UNO slam and asshole tai dee..and making pizza for dinner! our first attempt was a success! although it's super out of shape..but the crust was really really crunchy..very nice! all thanx to yj's grill..we shall make more next time! spent the nite playing cards and drinking..the alcohol wasnt that nice but heck..at least there's alcohol..haha..
i think i'm currently living in a self-denial state..i can fool the whole world but ultimately i still cant fool myself..it's juz that i choose not to believe in it..i can pretend that i dun give a shit abt u but when i see ur photos a rush of emotions juz came all over mi..like yest..it reminded mi of wat's happening and the tears juz started rolling..i dunnoe wat came over mi..it hurts to think that maybe u dun care abt mi as much as i do abt u..maybe u treat everyone the same way..i dun wanna think abt it but i can't..i feel like such a loser at times..sometimes i wish i dun ever have to see u again..it'll probably be better off that way..i wanna get over it..and stop wasting my tears over nothing..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
