the last week has been a huge emotional ride for mi..the waves juz keep coming..it's tough riding on it but i thank you gers for being there when i needed u the most..i dunnoe how things can become so screwed up but wat's done cannot be undone..onli time can tell wat will happen next..but i think i finally sorted out my thoughts..i shldnt focus on the negatives..instead i shld think and stay positive..ultimately we still need to talk to clear all this shit..but i think i'm ready..shall remain strong for my own sake..
tues nite went out with my colleagues for dinner at serenity..this spanish restaurant at vivo..nice food and ambience! coz my colleague vincent has left MOH to study for his PhD and he wanted a gathering..first out of office hrs gathering with my them haha..they're all really funny and nice ppl..always talk cock..
group pic!
thurs nite wah MOH D&D at Goodwood Park Hotel..theme was Around the World..so i borrowed the yukata from Sabbie, CS colleague, for the event..i tried learning how to wear it on youtube haha..abit tough but watever..as long as it looks ok haha..the guys from my ORC division all wear football shirts of diff countries..my sup's idea..some were grumbling abt it..ha..the host was super crappy lar..and the funniest part was the best dressed female section..one of the male prof dressed up as a belly dancer and he won! haha..wth..but he was super funny! too bad i didnt won anything from the lucky draw..first prize was $1500 travel voucher! sponsored by minister..was telling my valerie if i won that i'll tell director straightaway i'm gg to take leave and go overseas haha..guess now i'm still stuck gg to work tmr..
val and me with richard..he's one of our AD and he's damn comical..full of gestures when he's presenting..

YOG medical committee secretariat! weng kee (my sup), vincent and ju peng..julian the new member was missing!!
with director of ORC!! damn lucky to have him as my director!

this is with anqi..i dunnoe her at all haha..but i think she looks damn nice! so gotta take pic with her..and she rented the whole costume for $200!! omg!!
yest was emo nite out with yj and leen..haha..though they didnt stay for long..coz yj had mj session after that..we went to this place called highlander after deciding for damn long!! i refused to go indochine again!! muz try somewhere new..anyway their drinks were quite good..we had long island and shooters..yj literally force mi to order shooter with her coz she dun wanna drink alone..haha..stupid yj keep asking mi to stop being emo..
love this pic..but i think yj got the drunken face haha..
after yj and leen left at 12am..i went to meet cs and eehan at rebel..cs was acting abit paranoid before that..but she managed to calm down..met her ex bf fren and we all danced tog..they are really nice lar haha..amazingly music was quite good..but i got quite sian when they played "i gotta feeling" by black eyed peas..after that went mac for supper then took cab home..maddo yj even called mi to check on mi to make sure i was sane! and i was even after having another 2 more shots in rebel..

i think eehan looks damn cute in this pic! her sleepy eyes haha..
it's good that i was preoccupied with work and gatherings last week..or else i dunnoe how i would have survived..gave mi lesser time to think..but work has been really hectic..i'm always exhausted by the end of the day..and the regular emails to the gers helps to destress..but from time to time i find myself thinking abt it..and sometimes even though i'm surrounded by joy and laughter..i cant bring myself to enjoy entirely..but i think i've more or less come to terms with the whole situation..i juz need a clarification and an answer..for good or for the bad..i juz want things to go back as they were before..i need to talk to u..